eid mubarak

assalamualaikum w.b.t

alhamdulillah.. umat islam dh pn menyambut Syawal.. sedih gak Ramadhan tlh b'lalu.. xpa la.. sy b'doa akn dpt bersua dgn bln pnh rahmat & berkat tu lg nx yr!!

baik.. let's talk about eid mubarak memandangkan title pn psl ia kan.. so u ollz cmna eid mubarak/raya aidilfitri? besyh? syiok? pergh? mletop? zasss??? (sila jwb soklan ni dgn memberi comment pd post ini yer..)

for me, i's quite sronok b'banding thn lps.. pdhal blk kampung 2 hr 1 mlm ja kot.. singgah kampung abah then lepak umah paklong punya la lama.. b'ia plak cousins sy nyembang thn ni.. tp sy byk jd pndgr sembangan cousins tu ngan kakak2 sy ja la.. mls nk interrupt topik2 hot yg dpa dok sembang..

then p kampung mama lak menjengah pah.. singgah skejap di umah tok sedara.. wahhhhh.. rjn lak makcik2 nyembang & bkenalan ngan kami.. tp sy msh mls buka mlt.. skadar m'jwb soklan2 yg diajukan spesifik kpd sy.. haha.. ntah knp jd pendiam lak kan.. ^_*

mari2.. ada lg bnd nk crita nih.. pas2 dh puas mlepak kt umah tok sedara n dipaksa mkn (hal ni b'laku sb prt dh knyg amat so very the kenyang,klau x, org xyah jmpt pn dh amik mkn sndr!), maka kami pn p la umah wancik (x tdo kt umah pah yer) lalu tdo 1 mlm ngan 2 lg fmly adik mama.. tiba2 rs lpr lak.. lalu kakak2 pn mengajak bl n mkn pizza.. perghh.. 3 slices kot ditelan (sblm ni plg hbt leh tln 2 slices ja!).. alhamdulillah cousins pakcik makcik smua enjoy the food (thx kakaks! ><)..

soknya plak p umah tbuka/kndr wedding annivesary tok sedara.. b'ia la kn igtkn fmly kami dtg lmbt rupanya kami org plg awal smp!! syiok btui kndr nih.. dok snap gmbr ja ngan cousins.. mkn pn bes smua.. syiok value added kt event ni sb tok sedara tu knai sy.. haha.. wahhh.. dh pjg ni.. ckp2 la tu nnt x larat nk baca.. ada lg bnd bes yg blaku tp xyah la crita kn.. ;P

ok daa.. wasalam! :)

after a while~

Assalamualaikum,
sorry la u ollz lama x update blog.. igtkn xdak org bc.. skali buka dusyh3 member tgor suh update kn.. meh la sy crita serba dikit what happen bnd apa yg berlaku dlm 4 bln x type kt blog ni kn..

bln april : bz ngan praktikal ja la.. kna prepare utk final observation dgn lecturer, prepare utk pameran sains kt skolah tu, setelkan nota2 + lthn + mark buku budak2 sb kna hntr kt guru penyelia 4 semakan.. haa.. ajar budak2 bola baling (3 kali ja kot..hahaha..)...

bln mei : sudah berada di kajang.. menemani kakak ku yg berpantang.. mmg x watpa lgsg.. tlg kemas umah sikit2, jg baby, follow drama trauma + adamaya + ghost whisperer.. ada la 2 kali jmp ngan member2 time skolah dulu skejap since dpa smua keja/ std kt area kl..

bln jun : ada la wat keja smpgn skejap kt U.. keja ngan bhgn sukan.. blh la dpt spend ms ngan kwn, dpt duit skit, dpt ilmu n pglmn skit2..

bln julai : dh start msk klas menjahit.. reti la gak jht skit2... pas2 jg pah yg patah kaki.. maka kelas jht pn ponteng2 la...

bln ogos : owh mula ke klas menjahit smula pas pah dijaga oleh fmly pakcik.. bz skit bln nih study utk intvw keja, prepare utk konvo, p klas menjahit.. pas2 dpt keja sementara lak.. maka stop skejap klas jht.. Ramadhan pn menjelma, jd mmg aktvt p msjd n msk utk b'buka, p pasar Ramadhan ja la..

so cam2 ja la serba sdikit yg b'laku.. nnt sy tls lg la lg details apa2 yg ptt.. thx sb sudi m'baca.. slmt b'amal, slmt hr raya, maaf zahir & batin + halalkan sgalanya!

Wasalam (^_^)

hari ini..

hr ini ak ponteng skolah.. ak bgn lmbt.. aisyhhh..

hr ni ak membuka laman web sosial & tergelak sorang dr membaca kata2 rakan2 ku di situ..mmg klakar!!

hr ini ak bersembang di ruang maya dgn rakan..memberitahuku apa yg berlaku semasa ketidakhadiran ku di tmpt kerja.. heee... no komen..

persoalannya msh ada kah sok utk kta?

alop!!

skg nih dok wat LP..kononnya dr chew mau mai observe sok (be prepared!).. jd ngah pk n reka apakah aktvt nk wat lantas mengagumkn dr chew.. mlg skali dgn keadaan yg ngntk menyukarkan lg keadaan yg sedia sukar..(wahhh..)

apa pn nk ckp gak sesuatu walhal hal ini xdak kaitan ngan statement di atas.. skrg ku ska dgr lg Derita Merindu by Ahli Fikir.. bes kan? kan? kan? bes aaa.. kpd anda yg pnh pts cinta pst rs lagu ni ada kaitan ngan ksh anda kan? kan? kan? hahaha

ku suka dgr lg ni sb pd 1 part of the lyric dia rap "sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sbnrnya bahagia, ak plh derita.." 4 me, this part very da classy.. ianya wat ak utk b'pk utk mendapatkan mksdnya.. mgknkah ak slh tafsir lirik itu.. mgkn ya, mgkn x.. sila la bgtau apa anda tafsir dr lirik tu.. sila la.. sila la.. lalala..

till then..

apa anda akan wat bila .... ?

... dlm 1 kelas, lebih setengah drp students gagal dlm ujian bulanan?

... anda dh ugut mcm2 tp students msh x hntr homework?

... ada aduan mengatakan anda mls memeriksa buku students?

AK DH BOSAN LYN PRANGAI STUDENTS!!!

morning!!

assalamualaikum...

cewahhh....wat2 ceria la kn... x syiok pn sbnrnya nih..lapar tggu lunch.. pas2 kul 2 kna p skolah lak.. boringnya..

so u all yg membaca apa cerita? sihat? mud cmna? keja cmna?

ak cam a-p skit.. supervisor ak ckp ak dh bnyk improve utk LM.. Alhamdulillah.. lega woo.. besides that, of coz la dok bilang hr utk cuti n hbs LM.. mls dh bgn pagi, drive p keja, stuck dlm jam.. boring..boring...

kali ni post short ja.. hope u all a-p slalu..

wasalam

plz not again.. :'[

2 oct 2007 i lost my matric x-rumate.. what happened to her? coma for 2 months n docs didn't know what actually da problem but it is related to her brain.. i still remember when i visited her.. i talked to her.. i looked at her.. no reactions from her but only tears from her eyes.. luckily she only suffer for 2 months and do not proceed any operation.. Innalillahirrajiun..nurhayatul akmal end her life at the laz sem of her study in ukm.

laz week i went to the penang hospital.. visiting another friend in neurology ICU.. siti norlis abdul razak a.k.a norlis.. there she's lying on her bed, awake, head with 2 wires, blood stain on the pillow suffering of brain cancer.. she's gone through 2 operation and said "no more procedure after this" to her mom.. she can't stand the pain anymore.. i take a few minutes to motivate myself to go and meet her in her special room.. there i stood in front of her and she gave me a little happy face(but she's not smiling) and said,"weh..". i guessed she knows who i am.. i dunno what to said.. i'm trying to keep myself from crying.. she said,"sakit..sakit sangat..".
me : dh mkn?
norlis : dh.. tp sikit ja.. x lalu..
me : xpa la.. tp kna mkn jugak tau..
norlis : .....
she closed her eyes.. i think she's in pain now.. after a while, she open her eyes but i can only see her white eyeball.. then only she looked at me n i can see the pain in her eyes..
the visiting hour nearly come to end. so i told her that i'm going now n will come to visit her next time. but she said,"xyah dtg dh...". so i said "xpa la...ak nk jmp hg lg n hg tggu la ak dtg lg nnt tau..".

bismillahhirrahmanirrahim..ya Allah ya tuhanku..Engkau ringankanlah bbn yg ditanggung oleh shbtku norlis ini & sembuhkanlah dia dgn segera..amin..

kawan2..ak mntk maaf klau ak ada wat slp n halalkn la sgala yg mgkn ak terambil n mkn..

long time..huh!!

assalamualaikum...

dh lm ak x type something kt blog.. alaaa.. xpa la kn.. lgpn bkn ada sapa pn dok baca.. follower pn ada 4 ja.. da reason y diz blog cam sepi (poyo btui guna word nih!) coz bz dgn LM..

byk gak crita yg b'laku dlm 2 months nih.. tp bl org tny, ak maseh jwb "ak cam besa..xdak apa yg jadi..sama cam dulu..".. as conclusion(crita apa pn x tp dh ada conclusion..lerrr...) ak rs LM ni ak xkn dpt A iaitu gred yg ak target.. pntg woo dpt A utk LM nih.. ya la.. cgpa ak hny seberapa ja.. konon nk wat master/ijazah sarjana.. back to da point knp rs x dpt A.. sbbnya ak dh pts asa n sgt dh tawakal dgn usaha ak utk LM.. ak dh rs mcm2 la wpon br LM 5 weeks.. sorry la to klas 4A, 43 & 47.. sy dh mls nk beria.. ak rs klau ampa yg bc blog nih knl ak, mgkn ampa tau apa ak wat bl ak xdak mud... boleh la kn guru pembimbing dok observe n nilai teaching claz ak, ak xdak mud.. maka explanation ak dr saat bermula teaching saaaaaaaaaampaaaaaaaaiiiii habis adalah satu nada shj.. dh xdak prasaan weyh wpon ak tau nnt kna komen mcm2.. tp sbnrnya ak msh b'hrp akn dpt A utk PGT490 nih.. amin.. spjg LM nih ak bz wat powerpoint, notes, lthn umah sukan.. jd bl ada kelapangan i rather take a nap than surfing the internet.. b'beza dgn time kt u.. slalu la dok men internet smp kdg2 x ckp tdo tp ku rela.. dh la skit2 ckp psl LM.. boring.. cuba nk crita kt org len spy dpt krgkn stress tu tp ak x ska nk suh org dgr bnd xdak kaitan dgn org len..

talking about org len, something came up in my mind... KAWAN.. maaf.. ak rs ak x pnd berkawan dgn org.. ada org pnh ckp ak ni x lyk pn nk kwn dgn sapa2.. ak rs sikap ak pd org tu sgt trk.. ada gak yg ckp ak ni jns yg xdak prasaan.. yg ni ak xtau la sb apa.. ak pn mls nk tny knp org ni ckp cam2 kt ak.. extension of dat, ada org pnh tny kt ak, "tau ka psl ati n prasaan?".. amboi.. 'beku' sgtkah ak ni.. sbnrnya ak trasa gak la dgn kata2 tu smua.. tp, ak diam or sym ja la.. nk ckp apa.. ak xtau nk defends dr cmna.. org yg ckp tu ngaku dr dia kawan ak.. kdg2 ak t'pk gak apa yg org kata tu.. tp xpa la.. life goes on..

bye.. c-ya!! wasalam

ina dah kawen

bismillahhirrahmanirrahim

tajuk post kali ni akan dibuktikan dengan pics dat wedding.. thx 2 ina sb jmpt ak dtg mkn kenduri.. hahaha... sorry sb dtg lmbt kenduri hr tu(saaangat lmbt sbnrnya iaitu kul 3.30 ptg)..

ni ja la pics utk sapa2 yg nk tgk sgt gmbr wedding ina.. to ina & shazlan, smoga berbahagia hgga ke akhir hayat kamu..

assalamualaikum

mood oh mood!!!

at the time i was typing this post, i felt so bored..

i've no mood at this time..

i want to talk with someone but unfortunately there is no one I can talk to..

what such a looser I am..

what should i do..

haiyhhh...

so bored...

lalalala...

lalalala..

I want nobody nobody but u..

(clap clap)

kebiasaannya, impian & cita-cita tidak akan sempurna tanpa dugaan.. cuma, apa yang membezakan suatu impian daripada impian yang lain adalah kecil besar sesuatu dugaan dan penyelesaian.. dugaan aku hampir memusnahkan impian aku..

nobody...phewittt!!!

You Know I still Love You Baby.And it will never change.I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But YouNan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheoI want nobody nobody nobody nobodyNan sirheunde wae nal mireonaeryeogo hani jakku naemareun deutji ankoWae ireoke dareun namjaege nal bonaeryeo hani eotteoke ireoniNal wihae geureotan geumar Neon bujokhadaneun geumarIjen geumanhae neon nareul aljanha wae wonhajido annneungeol gangyohaeI want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But YouNan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheoI want nobody nobody nobody nobodyI want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But YouNan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheoI want nobody nobody nobody nobodyNan joheunde nan haengbokhande neoman isseumyeon dwae deo baralge eomneundeNugul mannaseo haengbokharan geoya nan neol tteonaseo haengbokhal su eobseoNal wihae geureotan geumar Neon bujokhadaneun geumarMari an doeneun mariran geol wae molla niga eobsi eotteoke haengbokhaeI want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But YouNan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheoI want nobody nobody nobody nobodyI want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But YouNan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheoI want nobody nobody nobody nobodyI don't want nobody body body.I don't want nobody bodyNaneun jeongmal niga animyeon niga animyeon sirtan mallya a~I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But YouNan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheoI want nobody nobody nobody nobodyI want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But YouNan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheoI want nobody nobody nobody nobodyRAP Back to the days when we were so young and wild and freeModeunge neomuna kkumman gatatdeon geuttaero doragago sipeundeWae jakku nareul mireonaeryeo haeWhy do you push me away. I don't want nobody nobodyNobody nobody but you.

2 wishes about LM

*Bismillahhirahmanirrahim*

I've said earlier that I would upload videos of what my coursemates said about going for LM next sem.. I kept my word.. So here are 2 videos that recorded on 22nd of October 2009.. To the girls, thank you for your honesty in your words.. GO! GO! GO!

woRds fRom 'aAli@a

wOrDs fRoM mIra

~That's all 4 now..Assalamualaikum~

a-p belated 22nd bday !!

assalamualaikum 2 all readers!!
diz entry specially goes out 2 ZAKIA BT. SETU
to za : Allah selamatkan kamu...Allah selamatkan kamu..Allah selamatkan ZAKIA BT. SETU..Allah selamatkan kamu..
za..a-p belated 22nd birthday.. dr ku ni msh igt bday kamu tanggal 17 oktober.. so wanna wish u all da best in ur life n may Allah bless u alwaz!!!

hMpr tIbA uTk LM...

5th october 2009, maka list name n list skuls utk LM pn kluar dlm kul 11a.m...lalu beria la p skul dlm hjn yg agak lbt tu dgn menaiki komuter biru dr stor kimia (sb ms tu br hbs klas BBT301 kt DK S) bsama some friends..ms dlm bas tu dh tau dh dpt skul mn..t'kjt gak la dgn penempatan tu tp ntah cam redha ja..x wat rayuan tkr skul pon..ntah cam xdak respon pn pasal hal tu..mgkn la bnr2 redha..mayb gak coz dpt skul kt umah gak..xpa2..mari tgk apa kata rakan2 pasal hal LM ni..tereng!!!

hUaHaHAha..wat ayt sndr la dgn pics provided..nnt klau rjn ada la video luahan rs psl LM drp some of da frenz..sempoi..wasalam <-- nih warna pth sb diz word sgt suci (:

apa tu dragon fruit?

ni la dragon fruit / buah naga / pitaya fruit

ni plak bunga dragon fruit..hny b'kembang pd waktu mlm hingga ke awal pg (ms ni dh kul 10 pg dats y cam dh kuncup smula bunga tu)

ni la rupa pokok dragon fruit..4 trees attach to 1 pole.. (sila lihat sy lilit tdg dgn beria pdhal p ldg dragon fruit ja pon!)

coursemates + dr Fong (lecturer ku a-p go lucky chinese woman) + cikgu Hasni (guru ku yg tall sempoi spectacled woman)

ni suggestion lieda suh ambk gmbr smbl melompat tp dia n wani maintain kt ground..haha..i like.. (:

hari raya lagi!!

ya tu la mama mereka yg ddk atas lantai bsama her 2 boys

mau salam ka apa ammar..?? :>

budak ini mau duit raya empat ringgit jer..apa la ammar ariff ni.. (=

ini la abah n mama bersama cucu kesayangan yg x pandai sym..wuhu..

suatu hari d hari raya

after about 1 week cuti utk raya, maka 2day kna la blk hostel smula.. sok mlm dh stat lak meeting camping 433.. lusa meeting lg dgn lecturer.. haishhyyhhh.. riso lak keja2 krew ak kna wat tu lmbt siap (pasti siap la..tgk la sapa ketua krew part tu..hAha.. of coz la myself!!).. hrp2 jgn la 'monthly ocassion' jadi after camping..
weyh crita raya.. hr tu kn kata nk wat puding karamel.. jd wat gak tp x success sgt la.. karamelnya agak pahit.. lmbt sgt ak nih wat keja.. tp pudingnya jadik.. at the end of the puding, ak la yg mkn.. mama stakat rasa ja.. mama kncg mns, xleh nk mkn byk.. umah ak xdak wat kuih raya pon.. wat kek ja.. kuih raya yg dibeli pon x byk.. kerepek ja yg byk.. haaa.. kakak2 ak wat lasagna thn nih.. mama juga ada wat laksa..
blk raya ak yg drive.. seriously ak ngntk tp mama lg ngntk so ak pn b'thn ja la.. x sangka thn nih dpt duit raya.. lagi byk drp thn lps lak tu!! igt nk posa enam tp tu la... dh jd driver p umah sedara mara, mama x bg posa.. pas2 ada kwn2 yg jmpt dtg kenduri kawin abg kakak mereka.. dgn itu, br hr ni la ak stat posa..tp x shaur td sb ngntk sgt (tu la p tgk tv smp awl pagi..isyhh)..
blk ni nk kna bekerja keras la dh final exam dh dkt.. mmg final exam btoi la la exam kali ni utk my degree.. takut tu tkt gak tp nnt exam tu wat ja la kn.. huahahaha..
as 4 da conclusion : SELAMAT HARI RAYA 2009 + MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

::Assalamualaikum~

dh lwt nih..suppose ak tdo sb satg nk bgn sahur..tp tensen wat ak xleh tdo..mgkn gak ptg td dh tdo jd ssh nk tdo mlm nih..ptg td hntr za kt epot..td kul 8.30pm zila n sarah dh btolak ke sgnibong..lida lg laa mantap hbs klas kul10am dh blk perlis!wooo..ramainya dh blk..depa tu bknnya xdak klas dh smp leh blk awal,tp dpa PONTENGKLAS..tpkan, wpon dpa pntg klaz,depa pnd...nnt exam dpa stil leh score..syiokla..nk blk gak..tp sok n lusa ada test..wuaAaAaA....jeleznya..membuatkn ak rs lbh t'tkn mlihat org makin ramai blk umah utk raya..tett!!...mgkn cam2 la kot budak2 nih rs bl ak slalu blk umah ms weekend kn..heh..apa laa...xpala..
raya oh raya..harap2 thn ni ada kuih makmur n batang buruk..emmmmmm..besnya..berhasrat nk wat puding karamel bl dh ada kt umah hr khamis nih..wuhuuu!!berangan..hrp2 menjadi la puding tu..pas2 hrp2 dpt mkn lemang or ketupat ms berbuka hr khamis nih..haiashhhh..x sbr btui nk raya..hopefully dpt bgn awal supaya dpt smbhyg raya kt msjd spt slalu..yeayhhhh!!!

live life to the fullest

today i've learned about blogging...

it is interesting ...

it's like i'm using frienster but it is a little bit different..

mayb from now on i'll juz develop diz blog and tell my frenz instead of connect with them by using friendster,myspace etc..

MAKSUD "sabar" dalam konteks amalan batin ialah menahan hawa nafsu daripada dipengaruhi oleh sebarang gelora atau kegemparan hati atau tekanan jiwa atau perasaan atau rangsangan yang menimbulkan rasa marah atau berontak, resah- gelisah, tidak rela, sugul, kecewa atau putus asa, akibat daripada pengalaman menghadapi kesusahan, ketidak- selesaan atau sesuatu keadaan yang tidak disukai atau tidak diingini.Kesabaran itu harus meliputi empat tindakan, iaitu:* tabah dan tekun dalam mengerjakan taat atau ibadat kepada Allah; * menahan diri daripada melakukan maksiat atau kemungkaran;* memelihara diri daripada dipukau oleh godaan dunia, nafsu dan syaitan;* tenang / teguh hati menghadapi cubaan atau musibat.