Sunday, February 21, 2010

plz not again.. :'[

2 oct 2007 i lost my matric x-rumate.. what happened to her? coma for 2 months n docs didn't know what actually da problem but it is related to her brain.. i still remember when i visited her.. i talked to her.. i looked at her.. no reactions from her but only tears from her eyes.. luckily she only suffer for 2 months and do not proceed any operation.. Innalillahirrajiun..nurhayatul akmal end her life at the laz sem of her study in ukm.

laz week i went to the penang hospital.. visiting another friend in neurology ICU.. siti norlis abdul razak a.k.a norlis.. there she's lying on her bed, awake, head with 2 wires, blood stain on the pillow suffering of brain cancer.. she's gone through 2 operation and said "no more procedure after this" to her mom.. she can't stand the pain anymore.. i take a few minutes to motivate myself to go and meet her in her special room.. there i stood in front of her and she gave me a little happy face(but she's not smiling) and said,"weh..". i guessed she knows who i am.. i dunno what to said.. i'm trying to keep myself from crying.. she said,"sakit..sakit sangat..".
me : dh mkn?
norlis : dh.. tp sikit ja.. x lalu..
me : xpa la.. tp kna mkn jugak tau..
norlis : .....
she closed her eyes.. i think she's in pain now.. after a while, she open her eyes but i can only see her white eyeball.. then only she looked at me n i can see the pain in her eyes..
the visiting hour nearly come to end. so i told her that i'm going now n will come to visit her next time. but she said,"xyah dtg dh...". so i said "xpa la...ak nk jmp hg lg n hg tggu la ak dtg lg nnt tau..".

bismillahhirrahmanirrahim..ya Allah ya tuhanku..Engkau ringankanlah bbn yg ditanggung oleh shbtku norlis ini & sembuhkanlah dia dgn segera..amin..

kawan2..ak mntk maaf klau ak ada wat slp n halalkn la sgala yg mgkn ak terambil n mkn..

4 comments:

ainaa ismail said...

salam aishah.aina ni.roomate hang yg mana?aku tak dpt recall la muka dia.innalillah

nuhan said...

rindu yat..byk tul knangan dgn dia..

semoga kwn hang norlis cepat sembuh..

minta maap byk2 juga i-shah..minta halalkan semuanya.. :)

n.AziLa.h said...

sama2 kita doakan dia..

sufa said...

to ainaa : yg meninggal tu x-ramate thn 2004.

to hanum : lbh bek hg mntk maap dgn ak dgn ikhlas..HAHAHAHa..

to lida : keep on praying..